Rapture Thoughts

morning light

Well, it didn’t happen.  I have to say honestly I’m a little disappointed.  I like some of my friends I know looked around and thought, “Did it happen?”  The writings in the Bible say that no one will know when the end time comes.  The date and time like the flood will remain unknown until it happens.

I heard all the jokes in the stores and people laughing and making light of it. I thought then in those moments.  I don’t think that is something that I could joke about.  It’s kind of like tempting fate I think, perhaps that is what they were trying to do or perhaps the thought of it made them nervous.

Where was I? Those moments when I woke up in  a tent with all my family around me and the quiet sounds of nature waking up I wondered, am I here for another 1000 days?  Am I gone?  Are all the evil people gone? It was a distinctly odd feeling to sit and ponder those things. It was foggy in the morning too, which added to the mystery of what plane of existence I might be on.  The quiet that comes with an early morning fog is still, green and full of life in potential.  At that moment I wondered what that life in potential was going to be.

I got up and went to the house at the farm we were staying at and there were the people cracking beers at 7 am and I thought well I’m either in the bad group or it didn’t happen. I’m going with it didn’t happen.

My initial feelings about the rapture not happening  told me a lot.  They told me my faith is strong, that when it does happen I will be fine. That in striving , not always succeeding, but trying to live a good life, making amends when I mess up and being truly sorry that the rapture is not something I fear. We have all made mistakes.  Some people may feel that some of those mistakes are just far too big or plentiful to be forgiven.  God’s grace, mercy and forgiveness are greater than any concept we can imagine.  We are limited by our humaness our thoughts of the limitations of our own forgiveness.  When we make amends and are truly sorry, God knows.

Mr. Camping may have been wrong in his dates but I thank him for stirring up the thoughts of rapture.  It made us think, it made us aware, it made us, if only for a moment, think about God…and for a moment perhaps think about what God thinks about us.  For some that may make all the difference

© Adrienne McLeod 2011

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About Adrienne

I am Canadian born, for those of you needing clarification. I was raised in Minnesota, The Land of 10,000 Lakes, Multiple Musical Geniuses, Lake Wobegon, and really, really cold winters. Writing, Music and Photography are my passions. My current companion is my camera though my guitars and the piano are always close by and often consulted. Inspiration is everywhere and so is beauty. I now reside in Owen Sound, Ontario, Canada. I love to write, ponder and give back what I have learned in my journey with the hope that it will benefit others. www.spiritualitythinkaboutit.org www.12stepsthinkaboutit.org www.labyrinthphotos.com

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